I have not found the warmth of the clear blue day. The beautiful golden yellow that used to color my life and my days seems gone, never to return. The excitement of wanting to know what is next, the thrill of finding out what is coming. The anticipation that used to accompany my waking every morning. No, I do not live there anymore. Now, I live in the colder black where everything is a challenge, every statement an opening…Continue
She sat at her computer contemplating the problems she and her husband had been having. She once again wondered why she had married him. At the same time, she was writing a blog entry named "Alone, Untouchable, and Unloved".
I gazed out the window at the cold blue sunshine streaming in as I sat wondering what my life might have been like. I wondered at my choice in getting married to the person that I did, I wondered about why I took a Bachelor's in Sociology and Psychology, I wondered what life might have been like were I "normal." I sat and thought about all kinds of things: why I had become the recipient of my paternal…Continue