This week, Martha Southgate--author of three novels--the prize-winning The Fall of Rome and, most recently, Third Girl From The Left--asks former executive editor of Essence
Magazine and editor and reporter for the New York Times
Linda Villarosa five questions about coming out, getting rejected (her fiction, not her) and how hard it was to write her first novel Passing for Black.
1. While you’ve been out in your private life for many years, you came out in Essence magazine in the early nineties in an article you wrote with your mother about her reaction. It got a lot of attention. Passing for Black was published a number of years later but was it in any way inspired or influenced by the public reaction to your piece?
Passing for Black was just the story that I ended up telling. But many of the same people who both remembered and appreciated the
Essence article enjoyed the book.
2. Why did you choose to write about a character who was conflicted about her sexuality? Why not just a straight-up lesbian (pardon the pun)?
I like coming out stories, so that's what this book ended up being. In many ways, Angela's feeling of conflict are very universal, beyond sexuality.
3. The book’s pretty steamy but is also touches on some hot-button issues in the gay community and is pretty tough on African-American homophobia. Was it hard to combine the steamy with the serious?
No, it was just hard to write the steamy! Because of my background as a journalist and my interest in social justice issues, that part was easy. Writing about love and sex was harder. I had to revise--A LOT. The first round my agent suggested that I find someone to ghost write the sex scenes. Later, once I got better she said, "I see you got that ghost writer I suggested." Obviously, practice helped loosen me up.
4. The book’s title implies that Angela, the protagonist, is feeling a great conflict between her race and her growing realization that she is a lesbian. What made you want to explore that tension in a novel?
I wanted to write a book about passing, but didn't want it to be historical fiction. I think of it as a coming-out story with the larger theme of passing. I was inspired by the work of early 20th-century authors Nella Larsen and Charles Chesnutt. Passing is also part of my own history: My mixed-race grandmother “passed for white,” in a town outside of Chicago in the 1950s and '60s, causing a long and painful rift in our family.
So I thought about who, these days, is dealing with issues related to passing--lying about who you are, being afraid of being found out, hiding your true self. Lesbians and gay men. Many of use who are LGBT and black feel like we have no place to be ourselves. To paraphrase the title of the iconic black feminist bible of the 70s: all the gays are white, all the blacks and straight but some of us are brave.
Though I tried to keep it funny and sexy, the book examines the feelings we’ve all had—or I’ve had—about not being understood, not being able to fit in, not knowing where you’re placed in all of the various cultures and identities you live in.
5. You are now the director of the journalism program at CCNY and the majority of your published work has been nonfiction, primarily related to health issues. I’m going to sneak in a question within a question and ask if the leap from fiction to non-fiction was hard for you to make—and can we look for more fiction from you?
Very. The first draft of my novel was rejected all over town, sometimes by editors that I knew or had worked with. It was an exercise in humiliation. But after about the sixth or seventh rejection, I realized that my experience as a journalist wasn’t helping me; it was making things worse. So I threw away everything I knew about being a journalist—right in the trash next to the rejections--and started over as a writer, not a journalist.
My biggest problem was that while all of the side characters in my book were full of personality, jumping off the page, my main character was flat. No one “got” her. She was observing everyone else—especially all those big, bold side characters--rather than having any feelings herself. She was behaving like a journalist, not a real flesh-and-blood person.
It wasn’t her; it was me. A novel, a good one, is a big, messy train wreck that somehow gets resolved in the end.
Journalism is more controlled and structured--as are journalists who watch the world from the safe distance of objectivity. I had been trained to keep my emotions in check--to be objective and balanced. Once I let that go, Passing for Black got better--and got sold. This exercise helped me too, and has made me a better, more emotionally engaged journalist. I hope to write another novel, and have several ideas. I'm working on a documentary about HIV/AIDS in black America--another passion--right now. So between teaching and the film (and children!) I've got no time. But I hope to start soon.
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