I composed a song today in hopes that these words graffitied on my brain could somehow run through my finger tips and be spoken in my music. Every note and chord change is a fragment of the thoughts in my mind that I dont quite know how to express. I have so much to say but I can't seem  to let the words roll off my tongue and slip past my lips. I choke on what I want to say.

Perhaps that's why I'm  writing this instead of saying it.