Ok I've waited until after 5pm in hopes that if there are any more shoes to throw at me I would have received them by now. So far so good. Maybe because its Sunday and our weekly day of rest...(Well really the Sabbeth is Sat. but what can I say we Christians got it wrong...please don't throw the rocks just a little joke...see ha,ha,ha...I'm laughing). At any rate day five has been great. I was very cautious because after I thought day four was ending on an up my dear friend Ms. Negative sent me yet another email!!!

When I saw it and read it in all of its glory I wanted to just bash my head in or somebody's...anybody would do, but then I had a revelation of sorts..(really I did I know God was talking to me because I calmed down and stopped acting like a crazy lady). He said look at the time and date that this email was sent. I did just that...and to my surprise Ms. Negative wrote it the day before so she had not had the time to read day four post.

I ate a huge slice of humble pie and addressed the issues that Ms. Negative thought she had with me. I then asked her to please read my day four blog on She Writes and prayerfully that should solve her issues. I threw her a bone and let her know that I would not be in the group she was in and that she really didn't have to spend her precious writers time on me any longer.

I wished her well (really from the heart....I know I couldn't believe it either)...and closed with a blessing that I sometimes say over our members at church. (Please I had a vision of a little doll with pins coming out of her chest with my face) however I did want to bless her in my way from my heart. I wish no ill will to anyone.

Then it hit me....I've joined 11groups. These gifted ladies are expecting me to be a good, contributing, active member of each one of them. What in the world was I thinking about??? No let me tell the truth I wasn't thinking at all. I was just so happy about finding you wonderful ladies and that I was accepted I went a little nuts and just joined everything I had interest in. Some I joined so I could learn...some so I could be a support to the members already there....and then some that I thought I could add to.

So me being me.... I panic and started writing like an obsessed woman. I stayed up until maybe 2am writing and placing something on each group that I joined (I still have 3 more to write on right after this blog). My husband kept saying I thought you were going to bed....in fact why are you in bed with your lap top....(I said a quick silent prayer...and never tell me that God don't answer prayers because before I could finish praying I heard my husband snoring soundly ....thank you Jesus).

The next time he woke up again I was writing my last thank you for allowing me to be a member and could not go any further. So to end this very long post. Hooray I made it almost to the end of day five as a new member of She Writes and nothing mean has happened yet!!! (As I cautiously look over my She Writes room of her own shoulder just in case I see a doll or two with my face on it....ok no more of those jokes....preachers do like to laugh).

And Ms. Negative and I are best friends....Not (I know I just had to get one more in...ha,ha,ha)

Ok I think after five days of being new I have found my home. I may have to be locked in my room of her own for awhile as a time out for joining too many groups (smile). But I promise all the groups that I did join I will be the best little member that you ever had.

Now with that said I still have three more groups to thank for allowing me to be apart of them....but on a happy note with me getting out of Ms. Negatives group I only have to be a good member to 10......(as I slap my forehead)

Wondering now should I think about day six or just let it go???

Things that make you go hummmmmmmmm

Smooches

Rev. LaWaughn Rouse

PS: I forgot with all of the maddness I started a new blog just for She Writes its a work in progress and I only have one post but its published....http://www.radicalrevla.blogspot.com