I have a confession. You know those writers who have a novel in a drawer, collecting dust and going no where? I am one. Only my dusty novel is in a bag in the storage space above the master closet, and I left it there on purpose.
I actually have no regrets. Letting go of that novel changed my writing for the better.
This post is part of my 8 shifts series (you can find the first one here) - 8 shifts that helped me transform my writing. Maybe they'll work for you too!
I spent years on that book. I called it A Kestone Species, and it centered around the wolf hunt established in Minnesota after the wolf was removed from the Endangered Species List. I had an entire draft (albeit messy), and I thought I loved it. I was going to revise it and use it to find an agent.
Then I took a trip to northern Minnesota with my parents, not far from where the novel took place. I was determined to do research and use it to revise my novel. We went to a wolf center and hiked in the areas where the book took place.
I expected to feel connected and inspired. Instead, I had mixed emotions. After a few years of living in the mountains, this Minnesota landscape that once felt so inspiring now felt hard to read. The wolves I saw? They were beautiful, but rather than the majestic beasts I'd built them up to be, they looked like... animals.
Colorado had become my home, and it had changed the way I saw and felt about my home state... and that changed my ability to relate to my book. I couldn't connect to it in a meaningful way, and writing became a struggle.
Finally, after more than a year, I gave myself permission to let it go. To see what happened if I wrote whatever interested me.
It was scary at first—I'd put so much time into that book. But a whole new world opened up to me. Short stories. A new novel that grows more and more vivid rather than fading. Some are based in Colorado and some are even based in Minnesota.
That's the thing: I've learned to appreciate that place in a new way since then, and perhaps the same could happen with A Keystone Species. It is still there, in that bag, after all. But for now, I know that setting it aside created the space I needed to write these other stories, where the writing continues to flow and I don't struggle to find my way forward.
When it comes to my writing, I'm holding on to...
It could be a story. A way of doing things. Just see what comes up when you look.
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