Denying your creativity can kill you
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Marwa Elnaggar
December 2010
Contributor
Written by
Marwa Elnaggar
December 2010
I'm reading Steven Pressfield's excellent little book about writing, how to be a professional writer, what that means, what makes you stop writing (or doing any creative work) and how you can overcome it. I'm almost finished reading The War of Art, but from the very fist chapter, I knew this was a winner. It's one of those books that make you feel like you have to underline every single sentence. Let me give you an example. Last night, I read a chapter titled "Life and Death". This is a chapter I wanted to underline, quote, print out and frame, and shout out from the rooftops. In "Life and Death", Pressfield discusses how a profound shift takes place in the awareness of a person who finds out that he/she has a terminal illness. "Things that sixty seconds earlier had seemed all important suddenly appear meaningless, while people and concerns that he had till then dismissed at once take on supreme importance." How many times have we heard stories of people who, after being told by their doctors that they have just six months to live, quit their jobs to spend time with their families and do something that takes everyone by surprise? Tom Laughlin, an actor, lecturer, author, and psychologist who works with the terminally ill, says that this "deadline" makes people start to think about what they've always wanted to do in their lives. They start thinking about how they've always wanted to play music, or paint, or write, or travel around the world. The reason this happens, Laughlin says, is that consciousness shifts from the Ego to the Self. As Pressfield puts it, "The world is entirely new, viewed from the Self. At once we discern what's really important. Superficial concerns fall away, replaced by a deeper, more profoundly grounded perspective." So what's new about that? We all know that, right? Who would continue working in their 9-5 jobs or prefer to spend time in their cubicles or in office meetings when they find out they have six months left? So what's so amazing that I'm dedicating an entire blog post to this? According to Pressfield, once people make this mental shift and start pursuing their dreams, they recover from their illnesses. And Laughlin, as well as Pressfield, ask some crucial questions: "Is it possible... that the disease itself evolved as a consequence of actions taken (or not taken) in our lives? Could our unlived lives have exacted their vengeance upon us in the form of cancer? And if they did, can we cure ourselves, now, by living these lives out?" How much negativity exists in our lives when we aren't doing what we aren't pursuing our dreams? And how many diseases baffle doctors and researchers, who end up explaining them as being a result of "negative stress", among other things? Call me deluded, but this makes a whole lot of sense to me. What do you think?

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  • Marwa Elnaggar

    I'm dying to find a Tai Chi teacher here in Egypt. But I'm curious, what's the difference between Tai Chi and yoga, Cathy?

  • Marwa Elnaggar

    What you're saying makes so much sense, Cathy. And "wrong kind of gas or oil" can be the wrong job or career for people.

  • Marwa Elnaggar

    For the vast majority of the Egyptian population, those fortunate enough to have a paying job usually hang on to it because it's the only way to get food on the table (if only barely). Of course in some more fortunate circles, the rat-race is all about consumerism, which is also creeping into the lives of the poor as well. In the past, even people with unglamorous desk jobs were much more content because the world was not as super-connected as it is now, so a full time job 30 or more years ago meant much fewer hours and much less work than it does now. So people finished work, went home, spent time with their families, socialized, wrote, read, painted, crocheted, or did whatever else they wanted to do with their lives. I find it amazing that Naguib Mahfouz wrote so prolifically, yet had a full-time day job. But then I look at his schedule, and I realize that his full-time would be today's part-time at best.

  • Marwa Elnaggar

    So true, Kelly. I've been there. I suffered for 9 years in an office job I had convinced myself that I liked. But as time went by, I realized that I wasn't happy, my mind was rusting, I was more concerned with statistics reports and annual plans than anything else. I was so stressed and so unhappy that my immune system was shot to hell. I got out of one really bad cold or flu only to catch another. I stopped writing, stopped reading, even stopped dreaming. I was miserable. That's when I knew I had to quit, no matter what. It took me about 3 years after that realization to actually quit. Ever since then, my life has completely changed. I started taking care of myself again. I started saying "no" to any job I felt would suck me back to the hell-hole of office work. Ever since then, I've only gotten sick 3 times in the past 18 months, which is such an improvement. Of course I was lucky to have some savings, a supportive family, and enough freelance assignments to keep the bills paid. Not everyone has that.